i'm going for my first ever detention in my whole life(as far as i can remember) tomorrow. this is so cool. if i come late once again, then i'll go for the first counselling session in my life. super ultra cool. i swear 2007 will be full of detentions and counsellings for me. which i don't mind at all la. since the mind is prepared for all bad things to happen since 2007 started out so badly, and is continuing to be full of negativity. sigh.

these 3 days of school have been quite an achievement . i went to all pe lessons, mcs rehearsals and most of all netball trainings. am i cool or what(:

tolerating one is bad enough;
now two? i just suck in f/s.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to've done,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know
You know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cause you were all yellow,

I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know,
For you I'd bleed myself dry,
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for...
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine...
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
all the things that you do.

with my sudden and neverending craze about honeystars, star gazing and kueh lapis. this song is perfect-to. oh how nice. cause its really significant, cause you have to look at the things that make your life better; make you happier despite all the bad things and incidences that have occured. i look forward to a better tomorrow because of this song(:

i need more stars, real ones that will light up my day so that i won't rely too much on honey stars. although i'm still happy and fatter after eating the yummylicious cereal, i need something more concrete la.

the one thing i'm thankful for from this ordeal, is the time i have with friends.

this friendship is going nowhere.

reflect

how come guys in tree hill & gimore girls are ultra sweetos?
nevertheless,they keep me (:

& my dad's buying a car
which is rather useless in my view
cause my bro-in-law has a car
but he doesn't send me and fetch me; AT ALL
and i bet my dad won't do that too

boo to them!
uselessness to waste an extremely large amount of money on something they can't fully utilize and something that contributes to global warming. unless its a hyrid car(is it?) which is ultra cool. oh wells.

i am becoming horrendously uglier. i love the sun, but the drying and peeling of the skin have got to stop. you can perfectly see the two different shades of colour , ON MY BLOODY FACE. how now? i've got school on wednesday, and how can i turn up looking like some cross-bred species? and my father's solution, wear a mask. he's got a really good sense of humour; i say. annoying la. then keep on saying that i deserve it. oh shit! look forward to one horrendously uglier me okay.

now, let me stop whining and fill this up with sugar, spice and everything nice!

my last few days was heavenly. (exclude the schooltime, cause the time in school sucks!)

valentines with my valentine was superb! heh. star gazing was rather successful i shall say. and all the chocos & candies are making my lovehandles 'lovelier'. and the roses, oh so lovely red red roses really made my day. because i never expected to get a rose. & oh shikin darling did give me a surprise. & i love you for that shikin! & not forgetting my piggies & the wonderful breakfast from airpork(: valentines was indeed love.

friday(jogathon) was fun too. the cycling, sun bathing and the friends. i can't be any happier la. i mean, i've got the piggies with me, and on top of that, my jogathon partners! the whole lot of us cycled, screamed, sang together. isn't that wonderful? but the star gazing planned was distrupted by my mom la. haiyo. spoiler la she. like cannot scold me at home; must call me and all. aiyo.

oh, many sorrys to su cause i forgot about her purse which was in ilyas's.

i should get started on the list of homeworks and tests i should study for. cause tmr's tuesday already. how fast time flies when i'm having fun watching heroes and dreamgirls! i'm going for a movie marathon after all the work! woohooooooooooooo:D

CVD!

220!

(class)

PIGGIES!

(huda&sery)

LOVE!

(balloons&that furry thing)

& i thought it'll remain that way;

just so you know; i'm still fascinated!(:

yesterday, was superbly fun
i love the ballooooooons;
though i lost 2 of them(i guess people really hated me or something)
i love the foooooooooood;
i love the slackkkkkkkkk;
i love the boyfriennnnnd; aka my nephew
i love people who cameee;
& most of alllllllllllll;
I LOVE STARGAZINGGGGGGGG!

we were in the middle of the field goddammit.
and we were there cause i got high.
too high i suppose. but it was great
though there wasnt lotsa stars up there
:D
but the grass was incessantly annoying us
and we blamed it on you know whoss...

oh
tmrs monday
i've got 5 essays, 4 tutorials to complete
WHAT A MARVELOUS SUNDAY!






its vday this wed!<3

i love nas <3
& i think she'll get lotsa calls from me
cause i'm getting depressed
):







accent?

my apologies,

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what i really need

i should live in my own fcking world
& stop letting others corrupt my mind
its a must.
i need a form of escapism

assurance is key to my sanity
oh, please keep me sane thru' As

its true;

you need to ignore what people say about you
cause the more you're affected by it
the more you won't move on, the more depressed you are
the more you will hate life

& even if its utterly difficult to ignore
thats the best way out

but ignorance if just a form of leaving the matter as it is. not doing anything about it. letting it hang. truthfully, ignorance kills you more that anything else. the fact that you can do something about it, but you're not doing it just builds the guilt in you. the regret. so what exactly is the best way out?

the answer to all the question is; nearly or maybe a little
but now's the time where all the hope's gone i guess. i mean there's nothing left to it anyway. hoping just kills you silently, to hope is a stupid thing. the word shouldn't exist la.



school killed me today.
i miss secondary school/ primary school days
):

i badly wanna try futsal
all because of gol&gincu lah

anyone can teach me?
or bring me futsal-ing?




& i'm going crazy

hello boy, its been a while
(:

it seemed like years since i've blogged
so much have happened; good and bad
which is surprising as i thought my social life's gone

i watched the 1st leg of the finals; which is damn cool.
i felt like a true Singaporean lah, the kallang wave and such.
but the atmosphere is way too vulgar for me. am trying to change you see.

unfortunately enough, i forgot khairi's bday
which was on the 30th, i am SUCH a disappointment
and i have yet to see him online, the one person who interests me.
and i didn't even remember his birthday. i am a sucker.

january is finally over, & i have months more to conquer
don't think i'm up for it lah
though i know i must prove to plenty that i can.
can i?

january was also a kinda breaking point for me;
i swear at that point i wanted a change, for good
thank god i knocked some sense into my brain
since i don't really know who i should go to;
they have their own life, commitments and such
why should i bother them with my stupid and petty nonsense
when things are down and under, you can really see who really cares and are sincere

and whats the use of a pretty face when the hearts dark and gloomy. i no longer judge a book by its cover anymore. plenty have proved me wrong. the pretty face with a heart of a devil. when you get to know a person better, do you know whether they are pretty inside. and its such a pity cause the black heart overshadows everything.

SO CARRY ON!