navy!here i come!!!

so im sneaking an entry while chatting with my lovable friends
haha.oh!not lovable.LAZY!esp that kinkin!
WHAHAHAHA.and that lazy irah will get it from me since she's lazy to update her blog.NYAHAS.
their names are so funny laa..

so anyways.i've thought about it.if i nvr get into any jcs,
i'll sign on navy la.cool la.since i've wanted to joing ncc-sea during sec sch
but unfortunately i cant.so when this opportunity come knocking on my door
im going for it la.man.they are gonna give me 1000 bucks every month sey
and pay for my studies.eventhough im not gonna be a lawyer doing that.
i can still be some navy lawyer who solves injustice on board
okok.what the hell am i crapping.anws.i told my family that
and the all said,up to you.just don't change your mind halfway
DAMN.thats the difficult part la...

argh.i've been thinking abt it from the day i received the letter sey
its a very difficult decision man.HAHA.and if im not mistaken,i must
take on engineering courses.IF la.im OK with either ways laa
but what turns me on is the 1000 bucks.i can like go SHOPPING!!!
woah!!!!!okok.stop day dreaming la.of shall i say night.

eh.u ppl shld watch pink panther.DAMN HILARIOUS
he's like so gundu la..like *ahem* fadil.=))))
and selenge like *ahem* kinkin=))))
and clumsy like *ahem * everyone else!!

hopefully i'll go to sch tmr.but everyone else is like ponning.shld i be influenced by the evil NASIRAH??or be insch with good IZZAH.another difficult decision to make.HAHA.im so full of craps today.=))keep on smiling everyone!!!and i've decided to give up ppl.

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learning

im actually having fun putting different pics everyday.
haha.if the pic fits nicely that is..
so ya.this current one is with my BACHES+fauziah
HAHA*
and ya.im soo looking forward to
my wondefullest class chalet!!!!!!!!!!
jeremy booked it for the whole damn week sey
like OMG!!are you for real??
and yeah im coming!but not everday i guess!
i wanna sleepover 1 day.then FUN sey
walk along the shore.wooooooo`
okok.i dream big only sey.skali cannot go
HAHA*serve me right

okok.thats it la.WISHING I CAN STAY OVER**
=)cant wait to meet some of my classmates
but im so not looking forward to see hottie a.k.a beyonce
but i know shikin IS!=))

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PHEW

okok.so i skipped sch again today.
totally unexpected laa.i like ironed my uniform ALREADY!!
anw,what do u think of my new skin?boring right??
=)nvm..

so i met the baches+fauziah
she cant be a baches of course!!=)
HAHA.so what do we girls do when we get together??
PLAY CARDS OF COURSE
with the influence of the baches,im hooked onto
fortune telling -_-
and stress

was damn hilarious la.watching shikin n nas lose
*smiles* shikin:go buy yourself a deck of cards and practise laa
=))))))))
nyahas!anw.today was alright
i was SUPPOSED to go to sch dammit
and i woke up late.AS USUAL
darn.can someone pls be my alarm clock!!!

hopefully i'll go to sch on monday
then pon sch on wed-go IJ
YEAYY-ness.

so yeah.i had fun with u girls!
seriously.hope we can continue this activity of ours
even after we get into our new schs!!!

istilldontunderstandwhythiskeepsonhappeningdarnamistupidorsomethingtowish
forsomethingtosparkarghhatethisfeelingandjusthopeitgoes onewayidontwantthisto
carryonforevercausethissucksssssss=)

awhitelie

mood:half happy.half sad

i went to school yesterday.YAYness
see how nice i am shikin n nas
i went to sch eventhough im soooo LATE

school was fun.we went for lit.and maths n gp
and there were crashers from IJC(my future sch)
fadhilah and yanni.FUN PEOPLE
and im so totally joining CHEERLEADING in IJC
HA-HA.with the lessons for facial expressions from fadillah,
im sure GREAT at it.haha.
fadilah was super cute la.with different expression for
different things she do.totally entertaining.
yanni was super duper cute.like we won most of
the stress games!haha.born winners la nas
*we dont practise at home like u do...=)

i soo love sch..but i din come today
cause i woke up late.and shikin n izzah not coming
sorry ya nas and fauziah.IM COMING TOMORROW*hopefully i wake up
so ya..thats it abt sch.miss my girlfriends loads!!
and our bache/bach group
hope to meet up with u crazyyy ppl sooooon
ponSTARS!!

okok.playing pool with rendy,ezzat,wana,ayie and faith
was FUN too.
particularly when i won MOST of the time
YEAYYYYYYY
it was sheer luck ppl.
dont worry cause im no PRO at it
so ya..had fun.playing cards and all..

thats the end of it.and i still feel half happy half sad
all because of nobody
so see you tmr girlfriends!!!!

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imANass

here are the replies to the taggies

laila:i LOVE kate&leopold too!SOOO SWEET!!!
kairena:i'vee seen ur latest entry.UR A STALKER BABE!!=)
kimo:alrite.i'll link u up okie??=P
linin:its not u la linin.HAHA.and i'll link u up okie?


seriously people.im having the biggest troubles
of sleeping early.which then causes me to wake up late,
thus missing sch.for god's sake!
i've packed my bag for sch u know
ARGH!

nvm!im intent on going to sch tmr(TUESDAY)
so shikin.izzah.nas.
im so totally looking forward to seeing u girls
plsPLSPLS make me wake up early!!!

so tdae was pure slacking
just like any other days.HAHA
watched tv alot.furthermore.my 1st sis
was at home since she has gotten 2 days MC
for no particular reason.

for the past few days.im like someone
without a social life.OH GOD
but not problemos.i'll get over it.

anw.my father proposed buying me
a handphone or digicam
haha.i want a laptop!if he doesnt buy me that
who will???
okok.maybe i will ask for both handphone and digicam ar..
like trade in my just 3-mth old handphone for N70
and then ask for digicam

then ask my 1st sis for ipodnano!
HAHA.im so pampered

imactingasifitsnothappeningbutlikeasifucareurnotevencontactingme
likeuusedtomaybethepresenceofguysbutwhateveritisijustcantbebothered

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-_-

im like freaking pissed with the damn msn pop-ups
esp when the same freaking people so online over and over again
blame not this angst of mine.im like this

and yeah.i have yet to apologize to everyone out there
for my ever so sucky attitude.esp those i keep on finding fault with.
for last year i mean.i know im a noisy-irritating bitch
both in sch and outside sch.so yeah.SORRY
if i've ever offended u any ways whatsoever.
and im sincere okayy.

so im done.im trying my best not to find fault with anyone
cause ONE thing's for sure
im gonna get that back.

anyways.today was all right
din wake up in the morning to meet up with the NE amb
i was super scared to meet my fav teacher
due to my terrible results.im not ready yet la
maybe during teacher's day i'll meet her

then met ain.wana.sarah.maslina.affiq
under my block.gambled.HA-HA
im like gambling every week for goodness sake
shall stop this addiction of mine.so anw
after playing taiti,went to salvation army
then to pool factor where i saw ilyas-mi
was "fun" playing pool since i lost
-_-

then my BIL fetched me.went to eat at jurong point
where they have ther nicest nasi ayam i've ever tasted
YUMMY!=)
then bought SWEET STUFFS
maybe im splurging cause thats the only way u can forget nobody
i bought
famous amos's double choc chip w pecans*SPLENDID
prima deli's choc waffles*YUMMYLICIOUS
macdonalds strawberry milkshake*MILKY

thats about it la.then watched kate & leopold
interesting love story la.would love to be in kate's place
having such a sweet guy fulfilling ur every wish
well,thats only a story
hardly ever true in real life

i think my love santa is stuck in the chimney
or my cupid has a broken wing

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haHA

im looking forward to monday because..
*drumrolls*

MY DARLING SHIKIN WILL BE COMING

haha

and NAS too!!!!

i hope!

haha.thats it!

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i need school

im officially tired of staying at home and skipping school!
so i NEED to get out of bed early in the morning and
then meet IZZAH.i miss her badly!

ok.that shall be the plan for next week
that should keep myself busy rather than being at home
BORED TO DEATH

i did nothing much at home today
well,i slept while waiting for someone to call
but it didnt came.oh well.i think he/she is busy

nevertheless.the sleep made me energetic enough
to blog.i went to cwp at noon.and it was a nightmare
everwhere i turn.i see people from a particular sch
im trying my best to avoid

it was seriously a de-javu.let me tell you
i was like scared.very scared.but oh well.it wont matter
anw.im like the most free human being on earth
and thats kinda BAD.i'd rather dig up a HUGE hole and
hide inside rather than having nothing at all to do

maybe thats a good idea.anw.hope u girls are coming to sch
cause IM sure coming.im DYING
somebody save me!

pls entertain me.PLEASE

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LIFE

life is like a banana.you start out green and get mushy with age.some people want to be one of the bunch while others want to be the top banana.you have to take care not to slip on the externals.finally,you have to strip off the outer coating to get the meat.

life is like cooking.it all depends on what you add and how you mix it.sometimes,you follow the recipe and at other times,you are creative.

life is like riding an elevator.it has lots of ups and downs and someone is always pushing the buttons.sometimes,you get the shaft,but what really bothers you are the jerks.

life is like eating a grapefruit.first,you have to break through the skin; then it takes a couple of bites to get used to the taste,and just as you begin to enjoy it,it squirts you in the eye.

life is like a jigsaw puzzle,but you dont have the picture on the front of the box to know what's its supposed to look like.sometimes, you are not even sure you have all the pieces.

this is what we did during our HT period some time ago.it is cool how u can find similarities between life and some random things.im so impressed with soft thinking!bleah`



yesterday.watched some discovery travel and living.and GUESS WHAT??a village chief in AFRICA have ard 50 bloody wives.and 100 over children.OMG!!ain't he tired of reproducing??
and who the heel would want 49 other women fighting over the attention of one pathethic guy.
shikin wouldnt like that.IM SURE.haha

its weird la.it would mean 49X the jealousy.and it surely is dangerous.HAHA.forget it.
im BORED

and i WANT egg tarts!!

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smiles

im done with multiply.
tiring like hell.trying to upload pics
i have uploaded my two recent events
the girls day out and my MI experience

im quite tired of somethings in life
maybe i just have to tolerate it la..
so.i woke up extremely late today
kinda expected that.then watched tv the whole day

okla.wasnt that bad.
attheveryleasthemsged
oh my..look at my skin.its red!
but its nice la..

anw.im getting superbly suspicious of something
REALLY.but i'd rather keep it to myself la..
wont wanna start rumuors or anything

thats it.

im wondering whether i wanna go to sch or not
DAMN.a very hard decision to make!

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changes

SHES A BITCH
and omg!i cant believe i can actually tolerate her all these years
i am so irritated by her childishness and pettiness
she should change for god's sake
i am so gonna keep my things away from her

argh!
that really ruin my perfectly fine day
out on a date with my darlings
had fun though i came late
and i missed the neos session

thanks girls for the day
and people who wished me happpy valentines

my choices are kept secret
cause i dun want some ppl to know where im going
but after tmr..i'll be super glad to tell
anw.im happy
cause my mom's been super nice
she lets me go out again
and let me come home late
NICEY!!
but i shouldnt go overboard la

so thats it.im hating her
all because she has the authority
bleargh!

HAPPY VALENTINES!
im so not in mood for valentines
but whatever it is
love was in the air

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sentosa

in life.i realise that karma exists
what goes ard.comes ard.
its true what ashikin said.
u like someone but they dont like u
and another day,someone likes u but u dont like them

that really kept me thinking
anyways.had tons of fun suntanning
eventhough i din manage to get DARK
i became kinda red

had fun swimming
cam-whoring
sun tanning
ball throwing
running ard
taiti playing

and it was all thanks to 06A2
i heart u guys
and those who din come
*ahem SHIKIN
i hate YOU

so left earlier
wasnt that keen on staying till late
so me n syarfa left
planned to meet up with kairena
but syarfa had to leave for home
so i met up with ezzat
played pool
i WON.and we went to eat

meet my girfriends later
played abit of taiti
and home i went

was kinda tired
din have much energy left
kinda hate my scar
hope to cut my hair first before going out with the girls
hope i can go out with them
cool ppl.miss u ppl
out ponnin and all
IZZAH!!!!where are u??
long time nvr chat!!!

aha.thats it.
thanks wana for ur thingies.
<3 u

karmaexistsandgawdamiunhappydoesthatmeanihaveto
begoodsothatgoodwillcomemyway?
eventhoughimnothappywithitijusthatethewayuleave

tears

been trying to run away from blogging.
so u ppl wont know how badly i did for Os
but i have to face the music somehow
and here i am

so here are replies to the tags

kairena:thx babe!i hope ur doing just as fine!cya soooon.=)
fara:thx girl!i'll be there for u too.and with u ard.my probs will disappear
wana:thanks my dear.im still sad.but nvm.=)
laila:BABE!!thanks for u wishes!i think it helped me!=P
nas:thx alot nas dearie.i will cheer up.and im looking forward to seeing U!!
kak ijah:thanks for u well wishes.it helped me alot.THANKS
ashikin:DARLING!thanks.and congratd to u too!!

i did pretty badly
din get the As i wanted for maths n malay
and i disappointed my fav teacher
how the hell am i gonna face her
the fact that she asked abt me hurts me more
OMG
but THANKS everyone who have helped me through!
it wont happen without u
thanks!!!

anw.gotta get on with life
my fam was ver supportive
but i was disappointed in myself
and i have only myself to motivate

i wanna congratulate all the ppl who have done well
shikin.izzah.syarfa.kairena.wana.rendy.siya.ain.mira.amirah.nas.
ezzat.shidah.wani.fara.azwan.vicky.adam.dicky.firdaus
muhaimin.ridzwan.a-ai.afif.julian.ali.taufiq
and many more.my mind's blank

so ya.all of u
u did ur best
be proud
thats someting i have to learn

so life was fine
before my results
went to celebrate rendy's bdae
was fun playing pool till 1am
them chilling at adm mac's till 3
had fun
after results ate at siam kitchen
then played pool

sat.
went yj.fun fair thingy
was fun.saw a couple of millenians
then saw my sis in action
then went ecp for bbq
saw adam at 7-11
but when i went to his pit
he was kinda drunk
so din remember
so the day was aite
fell a couple of times
got this scar on my forehead
gawd.im getting uglier by the day

so.went home.cant overnight there since my sis is pregnant
gambled till the wee hours
lost my 1 buck to both my bro in law
then slept all the way

cant wait for sentosa tmr
planned to meet up with dicky first
then meet ezzat for some things he OWE me
wee`

somethings in life makes me happy
but deep down.the problems keep arising
thanks shikin for ur suggestion
and ur ear at this time of the day

looking forward to v-day
eventhough i dont have a date
my girlfriends are free for me
all for one.one for all.

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problems

i know for sure that in life,things wouldnt be good all the time.
and thats so true
i had my share of laughter
and i know tears will come with it
but for today.only problems came with it
tears are reserved for tmr i guess

i have so many problems
that its unaccounted for
and im for sure going insane
how i wish im born out of a rich family
a billionaire perhaps
like paris hilton
shes so pretty and rich
haiyo.but i know for sure thats such an impossible thing to achieve
its not that im not glad im in my family
but i wish the cash flow wouldnt have stops
now my bill is so high
im not sure how im gonna settle it
with upcoming class outings
and girlfriends day out
im dead meat

and i have more problems than i can ever imagine
misplacement of my goddamn passport
so on and so forth
and im so scared abt tmr that my mind is thinking about it every second when im not caught up with talking or whatsoever.
gosh.
february isnt my month
thats for sure

its funny how u try your best
and you're not confident of your effort

its funny how u like someone
when ur unsure whether he likes u back in return

its funny how problems keeps coming
eventhough its obviously too much for you

its funny how girlfriends manage to make u laugh so hard until
u'll get stomach cramps eventhough tmrs your judgement day

its funny how one game can be so liked
eventhough its so addictive

its funny how ur gonna scrimp and save money
eventhough u know thats not gonna be enough

thats what i think so far
and to all those taking Os results tmr
THE BEST OF LUCK PPL

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NICEYnice

happy BIRTHDAY
rendy valliant liwang

a great bestfriend
happy sweet seventeen
and good luck for your results!

see you tmr!

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due to sheer and utter laziness,i will keep my entry short and sweet and simple.*haha
so the day where i meet up with izzah(p/s:she misses me alot),shikin,syarfa,amirah
it was FABULOUS
we ponned class all the way
until econs that it cause that our home tutor

1st up was supposedly lit that was changed to maths
we crashed nas's fauziah's class
no teacher was ard sey.a hell lot of FUN
we played non-stop
and sorry i wasnt that sporting!

then it was break all they was.
bluff all the way that is
kind cool i shall say
and we didnt get caught
so econs was alright
did a test i failed cause i mixed micro and macro econs up
dumb2

then we girls head to woodlands for lunch
haha.
they really need a lot of convincing man..
and tmr it shall be boon lay kairena n syarfa
DONT WORRY

so i had lotsa fun with them
real FUN
and my gf FAUZIAH
dont be jealous SHIKIN!!!*winks
whahahahaha

so met up with wana n wani
ate bk.wani's treat
THANKS A MILLION BABE!!!
and so it was
my day

looking forward to tmr's PE
so unlike me!hee=)

keepingmymindbusysoiwontthinkofyou
causeiknowyourstoobusytothinkofme

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urghHHHHH

it is confirmed.results will be released on FRIDAY,10th FEBRUARY.
shitty sia.URGHHHHHHH
how nice!!!!!!!!!!*rollseye*

i am so not looking forward to my results
really
im scared.VERY SCARED
ultimately for english
gawd!

how now??????????????????
now im thinking about how i have fared in all the papers that i took
and the feeling's not good i shall say
really!!!!!

bleargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really2 hope i did well enough to get into a jc
WISHES********


anyways
had loads of fun with my bestest friends yesterday
was a cool day out
looking forward to our next day out
i will upload pics on friendster
so stay tuned

now im scared
super DUPER scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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jolly

today was unexpectedly jolly!i had real good fun
in school and outside school

school was okok.maths was fun
i solved the range domain thingy
yeay to me.then it was malay
kinda fun la.pantun2
macam org dolu2 gituk

hee.skipped geog.and hell yes
it was GREAT
the 1st period spent talking to fadhilah.syaheera.fahmy
disturb some ppl
then it was into th library we go
and there we met our friends
all those SKIPPERS
haha

fun i shall say
then we went seoul garden
was super duper MERRY
izzah.shikin.nas.mira.dune.khairina.syarfa
had fun playing
BANG!BANG!BANG!
truth or dare
was quite ex la.but it was worth
i had fun girls
and i hope u did too!
our next outing should be soon enough la
okie dokie??
u guys plan where n when ok?

so after that one after another left the place.
boohoo.then it was down to 4
me.syarfa.dune.khairina
we went to lucky plaza n all
was tiring i shall say
then took neos
cutie2
then watch chingay

it was darn BORING
left a early
leaving my syarfa n kahirina.
haha
sorry yar ppl

met up with wana nwani
walked2 in cwp
reached home at 10:40
woah!was that late!

i like him
i like him not
i like him!

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funTASTIC

sch's FUNtastic today.only that syarfa didnt come today
tired konon.belah ar*winks*
and we had a hell lot of fun chit-chatting
thankfully wasnt in trouble or anything

so went to school late.
but i wasnt scared or anything
and then saw muhaimin*rollseye*
he was late too
so we talked abit la in the famous 77
i really hate that bus sey
leave me sooo many times already
make me late somemore
okla.actually it was kairena's fault.cause she's supposed to reserve a seat for me.
lol
okok.then reached sch late
kena write down name.
yada2.mrs wee nag2

then boring lit.
then came the torture
PE.ran 5 rounds(supposedly 7)
sprinted and do this fitness corner thingy
my god.was i tired
but it was fun.ashikin was kelakar la.
had fun doing PE with her

then was tutorials.
BORING.
then after sch went kfc n mc with the girls
kairena,ashikin,amirah(dunearn) and izza
eat2.drink2
was fun i shall say
talked for 2 hrs like that
so uno right tmr?
and thanks for the company girls!!
esp kairena l.since u missed ur amore AGAIN

idungetitwhysomanyppl know.
causeiknowitsnottrue
andimwaitingbtiknwitsdsspting

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