weeeeeeeeeeeeee

i like my new skin.weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.but there's no 'you' that i reall wanna kiss n all la.haha.wait till my prince charming come.hee.

anyways.it was a hell lot of fun today.finished my prelims.bought breakfast.played cards.hee.became a bad girl today.played in the rain.it was realli fun.its like a flashback to those childhood memories where i will play in the rain.catching earthworms eventhough i find them gross.haha.i think the rain gave me a relaxed feeling.of wetness and all.haha.

got home.my mom nagged.i pity zawana cause she was nagged at too.hehe.anyway.got a new bodygaurd today.a long distance one.haha.thats a joke.

siya was like damn jealous about leslie la.hhaha.its a joke siya.and.since its like near to 7pm.i think i'll call leslie since i've yet to get the rusell peters cd.haha.anyway.forget it u lazy bum.my bodygaurd have sent it to me.haha.it was quite kewl la.

i think thats the end of mine entry.thou my mind is filled up with something.lets forget about it.haha.i think i need to buy new pakau cards.mines destroyed cause of playing just now.SHIT

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im all smiles

haha.i dunnno why but the smiles thingy in friendster really makes my day.haha.its cute la.even ppl u dunno give u a smile.haha.cute cute.

gosh.art really sucks.hate it.i sat 3 hours colouring.can die man.shitty subject taught by a shitty teacher.i feel so sleepy.having headache.maybe i sleep too much.haha.im so lame sey.getting tired n tired by the day.but i cant give up just yet.haha.i neeeed to get into a jc.haish

anyway.im scared of getting my bill.shit sey.haha.i hope its not alot!lit was alrite.mr chua was mad la.smile smile n smile.i think today is my smile day.i keep on being smiled at.hhaha.im soooo lame.

haha.gonna change my bloggy skin soon.look forward to it ok?haha.lame lame lame asmara.gosh

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gosh

im like very happy this way.hehe.i dunno but i just feel thats things are going the right way afterall.its cool.but i know some problem will crop up.hate it

gosh.ultimate failure in science.i just dunno how i managed to pass science during mid year examinations.but prelims was a confirm fail.feel so dumb.i like forget abt sleep to study and the paper was like WOW.shitty paper.hate it hate it hate it

lifes fine.my family potrait is up.yippee.n siya is the first friend to see as she's at my house.haha.i look wierd.ugly i think.gosh.all because of my tiny eyes.hate it.i look weird.trust me.my favourite photo was the five of us.it was nice.i want to put it in my book.develop lots of it.

kak sri came home on monday.hehe.im sooo happy.her stomach is like bigger and harder.im like getting used to the idea already.her baby must be one big fat chubby baby.haha.everyone of us thought that it was twins.but guess what?her scanning picture is out and it shows on foetus and one heartbeat.so don't argue k?haha.but i think my nephew/niece is chubby cause her only 10 wks old and it looks big.whaha.i hope he's as fat as he's father.ooppps.haha.

anyway.i think i'll be deaf if i do badly for my prelims.my mom and sisters will be damn angry.shit sey.thats the pressure of being last.gonna die.

i've realised somthing now.I HATE MALAY LANGUAGE.im tired of studying for malay.but its a confirm pass sub so i must very well to get A.shit sey.ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
anyway.im just glad my compy is back to normal.if not my sister will explode.haha

anyway.thats all.and siay.how dare u tie your friend to a tree for ur boyfriend.thats bad.haha
annyway.ttatash

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mathematician in progress

i've been doing maths practically the whole afternoon.and i have fully finished the Hua Yi Paper Two.its quite tricky la.but i tried my best.gonna revise on chemistry and maths again.CHEMISTRY and SCIENCE PAPER ONE IS IMPORTANT!i need to pass them with flying colours to overide my low physics marks i predicted.shitty paper

haish.geog was quite tricky.just hope i can pass with flying colours now.haish.getting tired of studying.but i need to buck up.my results are'nt that great.need to get better for my jc admission.

haish.dun wanna let my family down.darn.the pressure is killing me.i want to get it over with as soooooon as possible.practise practise practise.thats the policy now.

gosh.i dun think i wanna go out that often nowadays.need to save money and study.futhermore the fasting month is around the corner so i dont want to waste my energy unnecessarily.

GOSH

art is fine now.i thought of some things that may help my paper two.sheesh.its a secret.whahaha.siya is mad.truthfully.and if ur reading this.u know why right?

haha.leslie was just joking only la
relax babe

hehe.thats all i hafta say.yesterday's day out was fine.only that that fricking gripz shoe was killing me.i should have listened to kak yati.haha.anyway.soccer was fun.i appeared on tv.hehe.gosh.the mascot was effortless.maybe too weak after wearing the heavy costume.gosh.im so bad.

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phew

maths paper one was like ok for me.hope i can get near to seventy marks.then i can get A.yippee!okok.false alarm.hope usually come true.riight??hehe.im going bonkers.maths is killing me!aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ss was okay.good thing i studied conflict among countries.i know the points.yippee!!!!!okok.bullshit.i need to PASS with flying colours.trying hard.trying really hard.trying.okok.crappy stuffs.i cant wait to get my results.n to know my mistakes.the curiousity is killing me!!!!!!!!!

anyway.got my beauty sleep today.din go out and study.i need to save money too.since im like not on good terms with my mom.i think she'll like won't give me money.shit sey.why do i always argue with her at this time of the year?it sucks big time cause neither me nor wana have enough money.shitty right?

anyway.tmr's paper is physics and geog.i cant remember a bit of geog ar.but physics will be nada zilch.gotta work real hard.hai~i have only studied the nuclear physics.sucky right,i have like 13 more topics to go.haiya.exams are killing me.depriving me of my needed beauty sleep.

cant have my beauty sleep tmr.im needed at the Colours Award.haha.my sister does love me.okla actually im going to accompany my mom.hehe.then after that im going to watch the soccer match.MAYBE.i will just accompany zawana to watch her twin cheerlead.whahaha.crap sey

saturdays and sundays will be devoted to future exams and ART!!!!i still havent do my prepwork.SHITTYSHITTY.

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bowling frenzy

kak sri slept over yestreday.fun.went to admiralty mac and ate ice cream at ard 2am in the morning.WOW.haha.it was fun.den slept ard 2:30 lidet.

woke up early in the morning cause of buzzzings for me to go and buy things.haish~distrupt my date with brad pitt only.hehe.bought the AAA battery that i always forget.now i can listen to my mp3 24-7.YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watched mtv.was cool.punkd,burned and moorree.then went bowling since there was no call from zawana.maybe she din want to go study.so nemind.at least i finished a lot of art stuffs this weekend.

bowling was fun.but too embarassing.i got lotsa zeros cause luck wasnt by my side.the ball will go straight at the lane and near to the pins, it will turn away.haish!there was this one time where i wanna to throw the ball again and my ball got stuck so i took other ppls ball and it was heavy.so i was like swinging the damn heavy ball when it fell right on the spot.so embarassing.hehe

alisha's family was fun.but the whole lot of them like laughed at my antics.embarassing like hell!!!!but i got a spare near the ending of the second game.thats something.haha

k.dats it.and stop calling and calling since u cant call ur favouritest best friend.u know who u are.and u,pls stop all the nonsense and make me look bad.

sweet confusion 2

im like stressed up with humans hwk till i got no time for self-study.im motivated to do well for my prelims.maybe because i wanna go for 3 months course.it will be an experience.

first.i gotta do well for english.im like reading through phrasal verbs and proverbs.getting a little tired though.im like figuring out a compo to write for my second compo worksheet.im going to do it for practise and ask mdm k7 to mark it for me.got a recess date with her tmr.yippee!!!!

next.im tryingmy best to get an A1 for maths.just got my mock exam result.hai.i got a mere 53.i think.if i counted correctly.hai!thats like only a b3.how can that be.

science will be next on my list.tys is crucial at this point of time.i think my tys will be my best friend.haha.art will be next.im like vying for A1.even if i know my art sucks.abg fadzel said that, effort is what they want and originality.so, i wanna put in as my effort as possible.n do my own style of prep.

lit n humans will be equally important.eventhough i dont wanna let mdm kartini down.i find that i have to study less as i have been reading tourism and other chapters upteen times.haha.thx to her homewerks.lit will be due to my understanding of 12th night and the unseen.

anyway.i hope all of that work.im like starting a timetable.hope that works.i need to discipline myself.ya.i must.i did a crappy job for practical.din even get the gradient.spilled the damn unknown.gosh.whats happening.

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issue

this is one of the best days of my life.though i was quite sad getting poor results for my maths.even khairy got higher than me.hai~feel sooo useless.really.

however.life's turning bright for me.im had fun in school.i really mean FUN.was like playing cards most of the time.had fun 'bluffing' and playing taiti.it was a hectic day.till like i forgot to eat and got gastric pains.though.i learnt some things in school.it was FUN

after that went to watch the maid.it was nice.i mean NICE for a Singapore production.haha.love the story.although i was bodyguarded by two scaredy cats, it was GREAT.

haha

thats all.im tired after going to johor and al-ameen

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sweet confusion

i've been progressing pretty well in my homeworks.im like proud of myself.im able to do all that at home.can u imagine?with all the distractions?haha.okok.im like left with mostly 2 qns.haha.felt like stopping.im gonna continue later on.

literature will be done later on.im concentrating on humans now.then lit and then fricking art.hai~im like out of boards.need to minimize my drawing.gawd!how am i gonna do that.life's ok today.i woke up late as usual.then started to do my homeworks.till like im left with a few more things.

im like supposed to have fewer things to do.but i got distracted by the television till i could not start on my hw.haha.but i paid back by like doing it today.yesterday's show was like fun.movie after movie.first i watched 'the out of towners'.it was a cute love story.i love it.haha.then i watched the bicentennial man.it was cute too.but kind of unrealistic.ook.

im like bored online.haha

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gosh

im back from studying with ezzat,zahid and taufiq.they are all liars.haha.except taufiq of course.but its cute la.haha.i cant believe that taufiq actually fell for their trick of the twin tower in Africa bullshit.he even believed that the name of the World Trade Centre that collapsed is Zulu Twin Tower.thats lame.

haha.okok.i managed to finished qn 2-5 of the geog paper.yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!im sooooo happy.haha.im left with ss,tourism,lit,art and not forgeting english.i wanna do as much as possible today so tmr can be wasted on art.

gosh.im damn slow.my memory is failing me.i keep on forgeting to bring my pens and forgeting to buy new ones too.hai~intensive studying again tmr.gotta finish my hwk.hate them

thats all i hafta say today.

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just got home from helping alisha n sister.their car broke down and like kak huda wanted me to accompany her to.it was ok.abg sham sped and alisha's sister was like scared.she's cute.okok

the bbq was plain boring.good thing i was not a part of it.being there was like a waste of time.the food wasnt that nice and all.futhermore, i had noone ard.im like lonely.but.its okk.i have to rely on myself.

plan to go out and study tmr.but i dont have friends.hai~why must zawana go on holiday at this time of the year???nvm.i'll try to go alone.if not,i'll ask someone to go out with me.but who???i have finished pasting on 5-6 boards.but some have yet to finish colour.i plan to do it slowly.i hope my prep can fit all 8.

im still feeling pissed.dunno why.maybe people are using me.hai~

but.forget it.others make my day too.like web-cam-ing.its interesting.haha.my nephew/niece makes my day too.im like searching for books on how the foetus look like but i cant seem to find it.hai.niwae, saw the picture thru the scanning thing.im happy.

thats all i have to say.now i realise my friends are limited.maybe its just like what you say.im childish and treat ppl like they're my maid.

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life really sucks

im just pissed.plain and simple.i hate hypocrites.you are not my friend.i hate you.you expect me to help you when you yourself don't really help me that much.and when i asked for help you like put me down like hell.i really dont want to be seen with you.and sorry for even asking.huh.you said my ask for help is like too much.and carrying a whole group's lunch is ok.fine.just tell me you are unwilling.thats all.i dont need someone who is going to put me down all the time.thats not a friend at all.really

im just proud of myself.i felt a flush of relief doing something that i really felt proud of.

finished my batik at last.din iron it as i din wanna wait for ms pushpa as i've yet to finish my prepwork.tired of art.really.just hope my effort will bring me an A.hai~

im using the computer at last.getting tired of waiting to use it.im tired of my handphone.i dont know whats becoming of me.i just feel lethargic to all thing telecommunications that spoil my day.hai.

tata

im getting sick.arrgghhh!!!it cant be.i hate being sick n weak.i hate asking ppl for help.i dun wanna be sick.haiya.just now was fun.played a lil treasure hunting at the library.i prefer to be the treasure.hhaha

swimming was alright.i find it quite,tiring.it made me sick.argh.shit.

anyway.this is something i've been wanting to write since like forever.haha.okok.just go out with your chinese friends and boyfriend and stop saying sorry and doing it all again ok?i tired of it.

its just a matter of time.i need to plan my time well.time is precious.time time time is the keyword here.we must plan our time well so that we wont be out of time.hai~

i need a personal assistant who will stop me from doing the unnecessary and start doing work.hai.i need him/her badly!!!anyone wanna apply for the job?theres no pay, u have to work fulltime (that is 24-7).pls apply.pls pls apply!!!!

anyway.plan for the day.1:30-4 study study study.4-7:30 swim swim swim.7:30-9:30 ball ball ball.get it??haha.ok.today's schedule's pack.tmr gotta tink of something from morning to evening.i've got a date with seventeen from evening till midnight.YIPPEEE.its all thanks to Faradillala.okok.i think im mad.maybe due to art.

art art art.getting sick n tired of it.hope, after i've done thats needed, i can rest and be art-free.haiya.left with colour.but at the very least i din get scolded by ms pushpa today.she said i just need colour cause im doing on chinese.why the hell did i choose chinese??why why why?
nvm.gonna finish my art.then start cutting n pasting on the board.hope i can give interesting artist's statement.haha.lets drop this subject.its bboorrriingg me....

physics remedial was alright.me n zawana cant figure out what to do initially.but.we managed u know.haha.managed to copy rendy's worksheet.we were on the right track but i din have the mood to do it cause it was troublesome.so the clever me reach out to my right and ask zafirah for her worksheet(she copied from rendy).so.drew the graph.solved the qns n blablabla.

okok.what do you think of my new blogskin?i love it.really!!!!haha.theres some jester fooling ard with my tagboard.u little sneakypants.haha.anyway ppl reading this blog.pls dont link me to ur blog if you have one as my cousin is bloghopping to look for my blog.so, do me this favour k?and pls dun link me to yours if u have wrss friends.that will make it more obvious.

anyway.the cave was nice thouugh the cinema was freezing cold.tried my best to keep myself warm.haha.lazy to bring jacket.haha.anyway. going to watch the maid sooon.yippee.been waiting for the moment its gonna be on the free-list.yeah yeah.anyway.i've written ahell lot today.bb
anyway, tag ppl, tag.hehe.btw, use ur name

hungry me

just woke up after my 2nd sleep.haha.im such a lazy bum.really.i woke up at ard 10am.watched lilo and stich and slept halfway.useless right?haha.there was nothing nice on MTV and i keep forgeting about my super sweet sixteen.missed it like a hundred times(kla, im exagerating).but i havent seen the latest episodes.im soo sad.hai~~

i wanna try my very very to watc the next episode.no matter what it takes.haha.like real like that.felt like going out to study.but zawana like said that she need to kemas rumah n then bath and then she call me back.until now she havent call.nvm.guess i have to go alone then.but its ok.i have the company of my mp3.

anyway.the wedding was alright.lotsa chinese-looking malay.bet zawana was like WOW.haha.after that had to go home.cause of that damn bloody thing.haha.got home.rested.played computer.kak nurul came home.she played the comp.then i played again then went johor with kak yati to isi minyak.it was an ok trip.abg sham is really nice.he like pumped kak yati's petrol for her as kak yati din know how to pump.kak sri is getting lazier.she din even get out of the car.how can she do that??i need to see the progress of her stomach.

ok.im being lame.but this is my 1st nephew/neice mind you.haha.its like 3:30pm now.gotta go out by 4:30pm.gonna surf the net then go out.ok.tmr theres like art and physics.hope i can wake up just in time.im lazy!

thats it then.tata

im tired

im damn tired.just woke up.showered.n getting ready to go to the wedding again.im tired.reached home at 2 am.hmm.so sleepy.cant stand the sleepiness thats overpowering.haha.okok.that is made up.

cik maria's daughter's wedding is a MUST go.she's sooo nice.went to help out yesterday.din get to do much.haha.soo.im like smeaked into the room and used the comp while my mom is nagging nagging for us to get ready.im tired.n its all because of u mak.forced me to follow u.merayap je


so.im like waiting for zawana to get ready.she must go to the wedding too since she know cik maria and cik maria invited her.okok.so.i need to get ready now.msn seem empty.haha.tata

lalalalala

im just feeling ok.not happy nor sad nor angry.haha.looking forward to tmr actually.dont know why.hmmm.been slacking the whole day.tired of slacking.need to get down to business as soon as possible.

woke up late today.again.as usual.but i was fasting.so was not as hyperactive and all.din go out.quite bored.hmm.the comp was damn slow today.maybe due to the fact that theres too much of one tree hill.i have a psychotic sister.hai~

it seems ok now.been very lazy to type now.haha.anyway.farhan was damn irritating.chatting with him can me me vomit blood.reallly.he's now named BB(berok buta)haha.he deserved that nickname really.

got nothing much to talk about.really.im just bored to death.hope tmr cheers me.kak yati bought new digicam.its nice.but i doubt she'll let me use.right?haha.but its wokay!n.i hope this damn computer will be faster in future.hate the slow-reaction.its like waiting forever.

anyway.i hope 4e3 wont have their parrty on saturday.i have a wedding to attend to.hai~i want to be there but i cant.hope it will be postponed.and.my september holidays are free!!i can go out.so ppl.make appointments with me alright?haha

ok.thats it.im gonna watch the oc now.tata.haha.

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