argghhh

im tired of answering the same old qns.just be happy that im talking to you can or not?its like irritating.i just cant stand that qns.i will never talk to someone im unhappy with.so,if im talking to you,im not unhappy.understand?arrgghh!!!

just got home.feeling exhausted.really.hai~thankz wana for accompanying me.hope you din get scolded.*wishwishwish*hehe.okok.it was fun going out with wana today.learnt alot about tourism.hehe.then met alot of fuchunians.hehe.you know what i mean wana

so.tchers day was ok.din get scolded by the teachers.hehe.it their day.soo..waiting for zawana to get online.ezzat is too busy with his gay partner zahid so he cant send now.haha.im soo bad.

anyway.i got no mood to write more.im just pissed.n feeling ******.

aaaawwww

just finished friendster hopping.decided to update my bloggy once moore..haii..im such a lazy pig.slept like hell just now.from 6pm to 1230 am.haha.now im wwiiddee awake.got the motivetion to do my maths n humans.hehe.love those subjects.

im just wondering.once again.but i wont let my ponders disturb my entry k?haha.so.went out with zawana on saturday.she helped me fight against the invinsible enemy which hide amongst the little wires in my computer.haha.im exagerating once moore.
hehe.so we managed to fight against it and now im having my share of fun again using the computer.yippee!!!haha.its thanks to zawana n sadiq's antivirus.yeah!!okok.so after we fought the evil controlling virus,we went to the library while my 1st sister brought my sister to cik maria's n cik jack's house.missed the chance to look at my cousins.haha

my sister said that johan looked moore handsome.woohoo!!haa.who cares.he's my cousin.im not attracted to chinese looking guy either.haha.soo..gotta keep zawana away from my cousin.hahah.
so.we went to the library and sat down i one corner reading seveteen usa while waitiong for a vacant table.n saw shidah n her mom.we studied with until like about 8 plus and saw i think la Cikgu nora.my memorys geting worse due to the fact that im turning sixteen soon.haha(thats soo bullshit)so she gave me her no. n asked for mine.n like i was like thinking, "why do i need her no.?"because,she din really teach me malay.Cikgu Esah taught me.n i loike.haha

so.we went to eat and then went home.saw some evgians on the way.soso.yesterday i went to johor to buy my school shoes and donuts.bought the vans shoes.it seem ok to me as long as wearable for the neext few months.so.after reaching home,i tried to put the shoelaces in for hours.it was a damn excruciating moment as i've tried my very very best.soon. i gave up and you know called ppl to ask for xtra shoelaces.hai~but to no avail.and then i just went to school with black shoelaces.good thing i din get into trouble.phew!

bought new bright laces.very embarassing.hate the bright neon green like colour.eiiihhh!!!!!!!!!!!
so.it was ok.forgot to write mr tan the letter of excuse from the el remedial and he asked us to stayback to write a so-called reflection.he's nice.he gave us a choice to choose our mode of punishment preferred.hehe.thats cute.i wanted to choose the sit outside general office but noone wanted to.hai~it should be fun.cause i've never done it.sitting in dc should be fun too.i've been to neither.which should i choose??hmm.,lets decide tmr.

okok.so lets end this wishing zahid a.k.a katak a happy bdae on the 270805 and raudah a happy bdae on the 290805.tata

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im feeling sooo stressed up right now.because of the stupid idiot who opened up the stupid virus.im sooo fed up.if you wanna go into my msn account pon,dont download stupid things ar.make my life miserable only.

the stupid antivirus which i waited so long for also piss me off.it deprived me of my sleep n study time and in the end, the virus is still there.ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im pissed.now sadiq is kind enoughh to send me norton antivirus and ask me to wait while its uploading n he'll be playing xbox.thats nice of him.i tr y my best not to bully him in future.

owe him a testi.argh!!!with this virus, its driving me crazy.really hate.it.now getting my pms.sorry if i scold anyone of u for no reason.but things are not going the way its supposed to be.i lost my packet of cheezels and mamee monster.curse the idiot who ate it!!!!argh!!!

want to watch the maid.but noone wants to watch it with me.haiya.getting really tired of things.

however.it is quite ok.finish colouring my batik.im left with sealing up and ironing.my prepwerk is also completing.yippee!!!starting my self-study.pushing myself to werk harder and cause the lack of sleep.

my mommmy have been nice too.cooking me my bekal.so i dont waste my money.dats nice of her.
hate my stupid self for crying.its like soo petty.hai.its just that im a very penggeli.cant take that kind of dirty things.haish

schools okay.been having arguments with khairy.he's nicen irritating at the same time.talk big only.say wanna throw bottle at me but in the din cause he's scared.haha.im glad i have the POWER.niwae,gonna be an auntie.yippee!!!loving the idea.thinking of buying something for my sis.haha.semangat.hehe

cant help it though.its such a good news.hehe.going to study tmr.not sure where.gonna werk hard to achieve my dreams.really hard.

what the hell

oh ya.its YOUR blog.must write things that will me you HAPPY.remember that your blog is linked from my blog?remember?so how many ppl do you think shud have read?

n,idin put down the phone.i put it on mute.and,u r the one who put it down.and gave up.it was meant to be a joke.n, like u reacted seriously.and say that noone go to ur blog.theres alot of sneakypants zawana.

and like.i din reject your call remember?i din pick up at all.that is no rejection.that is ignoring.get the difference?

and yah.this whole entry is about you specially.

sorry

im really pissed

i missed going to the maid because of my mom.im soo fricking pissed.AAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGHH!!!!!!!i wanted to go.hai~now have to go another day.eeeeeeeeeee........

another thing is zawana.thank you for irritating me.i LOVE that.just tell the whole world that i like each n every guy.ok?

argh!not in the mood.

bye

a wonderfully filled weekend

i love sofitel.its GREAT.love it very very much.the stay should have been longer.haish.nevermind, going is better than nothing.now feeling a bit feverish maybe because i swam too much n the hotel room is too cold.its ddamn torturous when you slep with shorts and without blankets.haha.trust me.

anyway.we left house at ard 2 pm.reached ard 4pm.checked in got hungry n bla bla bla.so..we checked out the room first to put our things inside.and it was sooooo nice.then we wen to a nearby mall to eat.it was ok.my whole family except abg fadzel patronized the same hotplate stall.the food was alright.then all of them xcept me,kak huda n kak iffa went to look ard when they bought junkies from giant.it was great la.kak huda bought lastiks.for what purpose i do not know.i bought gum and couldnt find the razzles siya wanted.too bad la.i also bought my all time favourite chocs, crunchie!!!yum2.

after that we rested and went swimming.haha.it was ok la.played frisbie.swim.rest swim again.haha.fun fun.then we went to bowl.i sucked at it.i will anyhow throw.haha.at the very least, pins fall too.haha.so played two bowling games.got hungry again n ate at ard tthe senai area.the road are scary.it looks like a two way roller coaster without a divider.n to exite u more, the have no lamposts.scary right?its like pitch black.but still.we managed to find our way.

okok.the more scarier part.ew went home.some sleep some watch tv n some played taiti.the hotel rom is two storeyed.and the room upstairs is open.while playing taiti with kak huda n abg fadzel, the lights switched on twice by itself.after finishing our last set.we slept ar.then, the lights switched on by itself.again for the third time.that was the time all of us are sleeping.scary right.even scarier, before that abg isham encountered something that wwas peeping at us behind a wall just after our room.hai.a good thing it was only a one night thing.

woke up early cause too cold.heard sounds coming from then groundfloor.assumed it was either abg sham/fadzel.soo...went swimming after that.again it was tiring.then we ate our so called brunch buffet.it was fun.alot of choices.love it.

so..it was time to pack up and leave.n here i am writing after reaching home.haha.it was really a great trip la.after my birthday.going to KL again.haha.for shopping purposes it think.yippee!!!!!!!!

ish

feeling a bit pissed right now.getting damn tired.hai~bored of myself not going to school.now scolding my damn mind to stop being lazy n start werk.damn pissed!!hai~im damn broke right now.with nada zilch in my wallet.feeling as if i just got robbed.

hai~have yet to progress in my studies.how now art thou??going to study study study.gonna go jc.haiya.feeling a bit dissapointed with myself for getting tired so easily.just walking around in town can be soo tiring.it shouldnt be right?maybe because school was tiring n the day before i went to queensway.hai~thats bad.

went to the after school batik lesson.actually i din want to go to lunch.i just dint have the money,ate already n rendy was there.hai~hate it.but was forced.so i just go there.then, fortunately, when i reached art class ard 1 hour later, mrs lester was leaving.a good thing i reached there on time.if not i will take ages to finish my art.haiya.

then i wanted to go home.but i have the courtesy to tell my friends that im going home so i called and ask when they are going home.n they said 1 and a half hour later.but i wanted to go home.again they convinced me.hai~helped sureena.a good thing mrs goh din see me.if not i die.n they all said as if its ok.if they are so brave, try being absent and going back to school and meet mrs goh.try la.i wanna see mrs goh happy looking forward to meeting you(whoever you are).

haiya~forget it.should be happy and be looking forward to my holiday with my family.hope its gonna be a fun thing.gonna soak myself in the pool.be dark and shut the mouths of those who said im too white.it'll be nice if i look tanned.hahaha.

ate mamee monster.love it.hai~gonna study and eat later.im tired and lazy.hope i can achieve what i hope for.*praying*

ish

feeling a bit pissed right now.getting damn tired.hai~bored of myself not going to school.now scolding my damn mind to stop being lazy n start werk.damn pissed!!hai~im damn broke right now.with nada zilch in my wallet.feeling as if i just got robbed.

hai~have yet to progress in my studies.how now art thou??going to study study study.gonna go jc.haiya.feeling a bit dissapointed with myself for getting tired so easily.just walking around in town can be soo tiring.it shouldnt be right?maybe because school was tiring n the day before i went to queensway.hai~thats bad.

went to the after school batik lesson.actually i din want to go to lunch.i just dint have the money,ate already n rendy was there.hai~hate it.but was forced.so i just go there.then, fortunately, when i reached art class ard 1 hour later, mrs lester was leaving.a good thing i reached there on time.if not i will take ages to finish my art.haiya.

then i wanted to go home.but i have the courtesy to tell my friends that im going home so i called and ask when they are going home.n they said 1 and a half hour later.but i wanted to go home.again they convinced me.hai~helped sureena.a good thing mrs goh din see me.if not i die.n they all said as if its ok.if they are so brave, try being absent and going back to school and meet mrs goh.try la.i wanna see mrs goh happy looking forward to meeting you(whoever you are).

haiya~forget it.should be happy and be looking forward to my holiday with my family.hope its gonna be a fun thing.gonna soak myself in the pool.be dark and shut the mouths of those who said im too white.it'll be nice if i look tanned.hahaha.

ate mamee monster.love it.hai~gonna study and eat later.im tired and lazy.hope i can achieve what i hope for.*praying*

tired.tired.tired

been very tired lately till i din go to school on tuesday.hai~whats becoming of me.getting tired of the malay lessons.dont like it no more.cikgu iswani keeps picking on me.hate it.every lesson my name will be called.hateit

niwae.my el oral is OVER.hmm.think i din do as well as i hope for.getting nervous.nid to get high marks so that it can pull my marks.hai.art was alright.justice is prevailed afterall.aint no more unfair treatment.ppl who do not do their work get scolded.hmm.good thing i did mine.n got myself a B-.it was something.haha.rather than my usual C.

missing maths badly.i know i have not been practising.hating myself for not doing so.i love maths.haha.the only subject that i will never get bored off at all.hehe.im getting insane.loving something that is not alive.haha

khairy was funny just now.after disturbing n pestering n throwing things at me.i got mad n din talk to him.(obviously pretending)then in mly class we discussed about a story about a person who couldnt say sorry to a friend as shes dead.so..he came after me from mly class n said sorry cause he din want our fight to end like the story.mad right??he thinks i really mad when im not really mad.

haha.so it goes.el was plain.a bit nice.mdm k7's a great teacher.good.ss was alright.hope i can pass my stupid essay test i din study for.hehe.lazy.but mdm kartini was fun.she din continue teaching but instead,she showed us a section of the newpaper about understanding qns n asking the right qns.thats cute.then she showed gruesome pictures of foetuses eaten by ppl to boost the sex life.how lame.ur being cannibal for lust?haiya!~

mdm iswani also told us some storiesin mly class.it was funny.about the karangan she read.one was really dirty.telling and describing an intercourse.obviously the perosn got bad grades.ppl nowadays are mad.some even act as if they are animals.strange right?haha.anyway.i wouldnt ever do that.im not that imaginative.okok.this entry is far too long.gonna go town now.with my sis.to buy kak yati's bdae present.i bought her the teva slippers n a few other presents for my friends birthday.haiya.im damn broke now.imagine in one day i spend ard $40++.haiya.now left with a few dollars only.shall say goodbye to my sweet16.

scary

just got home cwp.went there to collect abg isham's repaired phone.hmph!troublesome ar that guy.haha.however, he's nice.hmm.damn tired.dunno why.gonna sleep soon n later study science.hai~

i was soo scared just now.theres this srmy guy following me after i crossed the road from the 169 busstop.he asked for my no.guess what i did?i gave my old no.haha.im so evil right.haha.don't wanna be disturbed.hehe.though i feel quitebad.but not that bad.haha

anyway,got two free passes to gv courtesy of my tampines grandfather.hehe.went there yesterday.hmm.yesterdays firewerks was ok.couldn't get the 1st hand view though.police cars patrolling that area.hmph!

niwae.gonna go queenswa tmr.gotta buy my sister's bdae prezzsie.gonna go bankrupt.hate it!!!!!!
haha.its soo frustrating.i just got my money today and we shall see how long it'll last.ok?

okla.tired now.gonna take my lit hw from zawana.tata.

ehem

the kenduri yesterday was alrught.had my share of fun.hmm.the kids were damn noisy, i don't know why the parents just let them be.its like a kenduri, u cant shout and shout what.they are so ill-disciplined.hmph!what a shame to have them as my cousins.really

after that went to johor with abg sham and kak sri.i was like wearing the specs eventhough it was night-time.and these mat malaysia was like "lawa cermin mata kakak, leh pinjam"..sooo kental.eeewww.

abg sham bought lotsa dvds.hmm.gonna borrow from him i guess.haha.then he was like speeding like hell as there was this malaysia car who like block our way so he just sped off.that stupid malaysia car followed until we stoppped and he like say "macam babi".it was dumb as he was chinese.he's the one who's supposed to be the babi.hahah

okla.guess im gonna call zawana now.she called yesterday but my batt was low and i couldnt do anything about it.so sorri.haha

im so pissed

phew!im soo tired after sleeping at3.all because of harry potter and the half-blood prince.it was such a sad ending.how can dumbledore die???how can he???he's the most powerful wizard in the wizarding world.hai~

im so pissed with the ending.snape actually got the cheeck to kill dumbledore.hai~a very sad ending indeed.aarrgggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway.the book was nice.i mean it got me awake up till 3 with my sore eyes.can you imagine?and i was like so scared to sleep after looking at my eyes in the mirror, i looked soo scary.but no anymore.my sore eyes got better.a good thing actually.

anyway.alot of people got infected.such as fara(who claimed she was), my sister(who came back shouting "You disease spreader" and i just laughed at her red eye) and ainal my lil cousin who called on my mom and said that his eyes was painful and red.

haha.im only sorry for ainal i guess.because the other like keep on staring into my eyes.haha.too bad.it'll take ard 4 days to heal.haha.im evil.

aniway.cleared somethings with rendy eventhough i've not really forgiven him.he told me that she started to call him that first and he followed suit.hmm??that really left me thinking.she was like saying he's the one who started that.hmm.nvm.who cares.one of them sure is lying.

anyway.i want to go out today.but myu father is coming home.how??need to persuade him to buy for me the converse high-cut.hmm.maybe i'll just go out and ask him for it another day.hmm.

okla.thats all.and thx for saying my life don't suck.hehe

argh!!!!!!!!!!!

im officially not friends with rendy.haha.loving it.he just make use of me n lies to me.who cares if he's my friend or not.

my life sucks.hate it

how can i get just a b3 for mly??gotta retake.hai~~~

hate it!now i must study for mly AGAIN

aarrrrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this sore eyes is killing me!!

my malay O result is killing me!!!!!!!!!!

hai~~~~~

i do not know why people say its just a sore eyes.u got to feel the pain for yourself then you will know how painful it is.its infectious somemore.hate my sister for transmitting that disease to me.i HATE PEOPLE WHO JUST SAY ITS ONLY SORE EYES.argghh!!

tmr theres kenduri arwah atuk.hai~with my sore eyes.hai.next week gonna go holiday in conjuction with kak yati birthday.yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats the only thing that is making me smile yesterday.hai~

MY LIFE SUCKS!

it was sooooooooooo breathtaking

hai~just got back from the fireworks .it was damn wonderful.it left me speechless for the first time.im soooo in love with it.hai~how can i fall in love with fireworks??hai~

aniway.it was superb.it was in the shape of stars,and it was rain-like,fire-like.aiyo.it was too mind blowing.can you imagine how near it was??hai.it was like just on top of me and raining onto me.im just sooo im love with it.there were two sides.they are like competing with each other.

hai~anyway.watched the 'bewitched' halfway cause i fell asleep while watching it at abg isham's place.its nice but due to fatigue, i knocked out.hehe.that happened again while watching this booring korean movie.hehe.can't help it la.

went tangs.the things there was nice.too bad i didn't have the cash.haha.if not, my hands will be full of things.hehe.

i really really need to save money for my sawit sixteen.hai~hope i can do it.lets seethe list of ppl sponsoring okie?
food-mom
chalet-kak yati(2 nights if cost below $200)
okok.so im just left with the things needed and maybe 1 night stay.hai~with the upcoming holiday.how am i supposed to save up??i need a piggy bank.an unbreakable one at that.

the homewerks are piling up.humanities especially.hai~

gtg now.gotta dream of my firewerks.hehe.=)

love at first sight

i still remember my love at first sight.haha.eventhough i can't remember how he look like.what he did was memorable enough.hehe

today was such a bbbbooooorrriiinnnnggg day.i bought two clips.a pink butterfly n a blue flower.yippee..im gettinnnnng bankrupt.im totally bored.trust zawana to sleep.hai~tot we were supposed to go out.hai~national day celebration was ok.not too bad.

yesterday was quite happy with my friends werking in ljs.so sweet of azril to give a xtra fillet n so sweet of azlina to give an xtra chocolate pie.love them.haha.it was an ok trip to cwp.met akmal, rafi n bla bla bla.

woke up late to sch today.hai~good thing i wasn't late.hehe.very tired now.after following my mom to admiralty.hai~i think she's gonna cook horfun.yum2.hope she'll cook tmr if not i'll starve to death.

feeling very2 tired lately.no mood to study.feel so exhausted.i hope i can start revising soon.someone, give me the encouragement i need.hai~need to study for chem n physics test.nid to get a distinction for science.really.

gotta go now.gonna watch i bet you will.its fun.but,my mood doesnt seem to be better.hai!
im soooooooooooooooooo bored.

its sooo fun

the last few days have been so fun.love it.on friday night me n my friends like went to fushan to watch the national day celebration.it was cute.the fancy drill n breakdance.the gamelan was making me sleepy so left halfway.went to 883 to withdraw money for my mom.

yesterday was also nice.went esplanade to watch firewerks.though we only watched halfway,it was nice.the firewerks was brilliant.hehe.planned to watch it again.i mean, watch the full one.yesterday was also the day where shameless people leave friends for guys.haha.those who was there should know what i mean.took lotsa pics.haha.love one pic where i was in between 'A' and 'S'.haha.it was cute.went to eat mcspicy double after that.yum2.

no plans today.still tired after talking on the phone yesterday.hehe.tata.

i want a squirrel

hehe.charlie n the chocolate factory was GREAT.haha.love the chocs!haha.

slept the whole yesterday nite.since my sis overttok the comp, i slept.hehe.the morning was ok.today was nothing special.help the dnt students again.love buffing.haha.this entry will be short.im just out of ideas.

aniwae.got scolded by my mum just now.dunno what wrong with her.she said that me n my sisters will fail as we always go out or something.you know what??i will proove her wrong.damn irritating.ppl dun have bf, say we have.wtf sey.

niwae.dats all i haf to say

things that made my day

my day was fabulously fine today.except the boring part where we need to get ready for our national day celebration thingy.art was ok.ms pushpa actually praised me, saying i was neat.muahahahah.it like whoah!!she had never done that.haha

geog was ok.though quite boring.lotsa hw to be done.hai~mly was changed to dnt for me.help zawana n sue to do their project.was ok.the buffing machine was stylo but quite hard on me.haha.it shines nails really fast.there's no need for a manicure.hehe

maths was ok.mr cheng gave hua yi paper 2.was ok la.though my mind went blank for quite some time.hai~can't afford the slack right now.mr cheng's nice sey.he uses tag huer watch.its like wow!he not only own a convertible.but 2 houses some more.haha

after school, i din went to remedials as i went to the uk match.played for a quarter only.it was fun though.never before the whole school watch the netball game, but today, they did.haha

whoever who tagged anonymously.i don't givea damn about someone who dares to critisize other but do not want to say who they are.please larr.i have better things to do.tata

today was all right.got scolded early in the morning by mdm kartini.A damn unpleasnat morning.hai~left with two more layouts for art.quite tired of it.class was ok.fought with a few guys.damn irritating guys.

keep on knock knocking.hai.quite pissed at one point of time as i was forced to throw the fruits in my drink as 'they' all rushed to class leaving me behind.but too bad.i cant do anything about it.

chem was ok.the practical wasn't that fun.the reaction was not as fantastic as before.finished my colour scheme and i am damn happy about that.went to help siya n councillors distributing the new national day tee.until lost track of time to go to lit remedial.got scolded again.hai~~aniway.hope i won't be scolded again.life just sucks.

went into the gym to sort out sum of the tees.saw muscles.it like whoah!!!!!haha.impressed by it.but the owner of the muscles seemed shy as he only came forward when we wanted to leave already.hahaa.

followed rendy to 888.awkward situation.we didn't speak at all on the way.i only asked him a qn or two.think he's mad.its not my fault though.too bad.

my everyday boring life

todae.we watched the rehearsal for national day celebration.it was quite boring though.not much interesting activities that is available.anyway,our last year performance was copied by the english department.hai~but we do make an impact.*yea rite*

im bullshitting again.niwae.what will you do if someone openly says that she hates you?you can't do anything about it rigght.so why bother to stare?haha.im not impressed at all by this ppl.quite a boring day actually.i got no money. (actually around 70cents only) because of yesterday.but was happy with my buy.

p.e was fine.quite interesting with the opening of shoes and all,.haha.i sure look like one idiot.but who cares right?literature was forever boring.with mr chua's one on one thingy.my turn has yet to come though.quite scared.english was interesting.i got 17 for my summary.maybe because the points are given.haha.at least i passed.physics practical was great.imagine rendy asking me how to do the experiment????that was something.he's like the genius and he's asking me for the step.haha.anyway, i got a B- because i labelled in the middle of nowhere.plainly because i used a pen and cannot erase it.nevermind.maths was ok.got back the paper one.i konw i could do better than a 56.but whats done is done.cannot do anything xcept improve for the better the next time round.skipped both remedials and i know im going to die as we didn't attend ss/geog remedial.it switched with physics.and being as angelic as ever,me n zawana went home for physics and returned for ss/geog but unfortunately, they switched,geting us in trouble with mdm kartini.how unlucky right??

thats my day i guess.hope it won't get worse tomorrow.tata