in truth

cause everybody's changing, but i'm still the same ):

just maybe.

i'm getting a bit jaded with work. there's this lull when you're settling proposals and the workplans and i just miss the rush in activities and events. how will i ever survive if i decide to stay at a dead end office occupation. but maybe the tinge of economics will spice it up. if i ever get my hands on a masters degree to pursue it. or rather the money. so hard to get acquainted with the lack f income when you are so used to big bucks being cashed in monthly. either way at least i dont hate my job. but the routine bores with the monday to friday cycle and tomorrow's only wednesday, the horror.

lou made my day today, just because. i can't point out exactly what she did, what we talked about and all but i felt so refreshed after meeting her. its been like a year or two since and i can't wait to visit her when i can and enjoy the eastern part of the land down under.

talking about that, i'm killing myself with all these holidays /: financially deteriorating and now we have a bangkok trip that is upcoming, a trip with the general, a trip with the king and i am broke. we need to take it all slow. or stop shopping altogether since i no longer have wardrobe space for my buys. need to let that sink so that i can pay my loans religiously and save for the masters.

i need to look into better organisation. my thoughts are all over the place. bad.