its been a complete waste of time working my brain cells since i can't type what i really want to say in appropriate sentences. ugh.

user!

ugh. its 3 and i'm still not done with applications. and i have work at 12 tmr. bummer, bummer, bummer. i hate working during public holidays cause there's a really huge number of people at the mall. ugh.

i really should quit soon since it makes me so unhappy! but i need the money for my trip(all earned by me!).

being independent is a pain in the ass, but it feels gooooooooood(:

i didn't really expect myself to be really busy this holiday considering i don't have to deal with annoying students who'll suck life out of me. but apparently, alot of catching up have to be done and i'm covering a shift for a friend(cause i'm an angel), thus the week's practically booked with tuition and ms information duties. i'm contemplating quiting that job considering that i don't do anything challenging, and that it bores the hell out of me. maybe, just maybe, i'll bear with it for a few more weeks and we'll see how it goes.

at least i'll be meeting people i've been missing out on this week! thats something to look forward to. though i must really watch the finances considering i'm trying my best to be independent; meaning that instead of asking my parents for money, i'll give them money. i think thats the most i can do since i didn't really give my mom the best results i can. oh wells, what's done is done. i just have to hope i'll get into the course i'm really interested in.

i need sleep!

life can be very disappointing when you put too much hope in something and it doesn't turn out right.
bummer! ):

but Alhamdullilah, the rest was just fine.

thanks truckloads for your support. every single one of you! (:
& congrats everyone!