i just don't feel happy.

HELLO!(:

the past week's been heaven! the completion of dreadfull As, the meet up with the baches(below). and the cool surprise they gave. i swear they're doraemons for the day with a superbly delish chocolate cake, paper plates, plastic forks and tissue in their bag! heh(: thanks babes! meet up again soooooooooon okay!


then i've got the wonderfullest girlfriends in the whole entire world who planned a surprise party for me. so cute!, i swear. they went through lotsa trouble, having to contact the difficult family and all. i really really really really appreciate all that you've done girls. REALLY! thanks for the surprise, thanks for the really cool & expensive gift. and last of all, THANKS FOR BEING THERE & THE WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIP! :D

from the bottom of my heart, thank you everyone for the birthday wishes, and your presence at the party(: its very very very very very much appreciated! i can't express how thankful i am enough. no amount of 'thank you's or smiles or tears can express how much i appreciate all of this. once again, thank you(:

as crazy as it sounds, i'm so damn nervous for my last paper tmr. i don't know why, maybe i'm scared i can't wake up or i'm scared cause i didn't study. only God knows. sigh. but at least am meeting up with the ladies tmr(:(: its been ages and everyone's freeeeeee and easy tmr. so can't wait, really. we're so gonna have so much fun playing poker! and i've got a play to attend later in the night. how great(:

although its gonna be so much fun, i am sure gonna feel guilty for not studying hard enough for the exams. lets hope guilt won't haunt me as much the day after(:

i better be off to read last minute notes on owen. taaaaaaaaa`

i think i have been quite reasonable. considering that i've been trying to refrain from getting angry by thinking of the things that people have done instead on harping on the things they haven't. but when people have done nothing nice at all, why bother at all to be nice right?

forget it, i need a job asap. got one?

in one more week, i'll be less insane.
in two more weeks, i'll be in heaven.




berhenti berharap