40.2 degrees celcius
over 24 hours of sleep

i'm going insane

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

run-snow patrol
quite depressing actually

RRAHHHHH`
HAPPY CHRISTMAS, alas

i had turkey for breakfast/lunch/dinner yesterday
and i watched nightmare at the musuem
fully paid by my stingy old father
this's truly a season of giving
:)

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways

i spent the whole night watching season 6 of gilmore girls
and i watched the first episode of season 7
i got my mom nagging alright
everything i do gets her nagging anyway.

but the storyline's getting interesting
but on thing's for sure;

love
is about wanting to know how it feels
& what it means to live for someone else
to give youself up

and it seemed a little to obvious that you're hesitant

when too much time is spent on tv
drama series, movies, whatnots
i can notice their flaws already

for example, the cinderella story
which i watched for like 30 times
the movie wasn't consistent
and i hate inconsistency a WHOLE lot
trust me

one tree hill, i hate to say this
but chad michael murray, otherwise known as lucas
is too good to be true, man
he's like good looking, good basketball player
helping people all the time
WHICH GUY IN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE IS THAT PERFECT?
reality check?!

gilmore girls, its just not cohesive
one episode after another is like a whole different story
but boy oh boy
i would LOVE to have logan as my bf
he bought rory a birkin bag?
who is he kidding man
he's just oh so sweet,
and jess is sooooo cute

enough said, but a movie you must watch
LOVE ACTUALLY
its just super;
the fantabulous wedding
cute lovers
nice christmas feeling
i watched it countless times!
lovely, i shall say

and i don't seem to find anything wrong with prison break either
which is a good sign
definitely a must watch!

and because of these movies/shows
i would love to migrate to some small town
and leave the hustle and bustle life
(only after i've saved enough and have traveled the world)

tv's got me crazy
but i love tv, cause its smart!

sometimes,
people play hard to get
because they need to know
if the other person's feelings
are real

And so it is
just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
most of the time
And so it is the shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is the colder water
The Blower's Daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...my mind...my mind...
'Till I find somebody new

lovely

i'm gonna post one entry a day
even if its crap/shit
so by the new year, i've reached 300 entries in total

cool or what?

did i say that i got a new pencil case?
MAMBO!

and i'm left with getting a 2007 diary
a tote, i mean another tote
stationaries, to put inside my pretty, PRETTY case
and lotsa of stuffs

oh no, materialism
i should be contented laaaaaa

i've gone totally berserk
;the negative effects of sales

bleah`

this really is a season to be jolly
but it'll be much, much, much,
much better if my father gives me more money

i nearly died walking down the streets of orchard la
SALES everywhere!
and the 50 bucks my mom gave me for this 2 weeks
have been happily given away in exchange for whatnots

amazingly, shopping didn't suck that much
airpork wasn't complaining(she supposedly hates shopping)
oh wells, being with me completely changed her mind i guess
LOL

but i love pacific plaza
and mambo, RIPCURL! , roxy
and 50% off at all MANGOs!
but i'd prefer the one at VIVO la,
bigger = more variety

note: the colours show excitement,
truthfully, me and airpork were both in the air, in awe
and i guess we're gonna have dreams about the things we didn't get la

in conclusion,
I WANT THE REPLY LETTER FOR THE BURSARY PLEASEEEEE
300 bucks!
imagine what i can get

but sadly, i don't think i'll get it
i have yet to get the reply
oh so sad laaaaaaa

and it doesn't help that my father's staying stingy!
6 bucks for the rest of the holidays for sure is NOT enough

p/s: i didn't start studying like i'm supposed to; kill me NOW

i had a minor spring cleaning yesterday
and i went through all the little notes i used to pass around class
kinda miss my mates back in school
and all the controversies

and, i admit i was such an ass back then
of course i treasure the notes a whole lot
and i can't believe i only keep in contact with 3/5 people who i usually send notes to
whatever happened to nurhazimah&leesiya?

its kinda sad that i don't keep in contact with them la
they're such great friends
for one of them, it'll be kinda awkward looking at how things are now
for the other, i'll just blame ego and guys

maybe its true what muhaimin said to me
which seemed mean but true (see nas, told you muhaimin was kinda mean)
but nvm, shall give him credit for being so upfront

oh wells, what's done is done
nothing much i can do about it

help me find the samsung's user's manual please!

guess what

i watched too much tree hill till i get dreams about peyton,
and of course lucas.
haha. good thing i'm done with season three
if not i'll get nightmares about it soon i guess

and i slept at 8AM AGAIN.
babysit my nephew for a bit around 10AM
and slept again
of course i didn't go to school like i'm supposed to
and of course i'm dying

guilt is taking a toll on my life
cause i haven't been studying like i'm supposed to
shitshitshit

intensive studying for the next two weeks i guess
lets hope so, no more teevees please!

and for the record, you suck
thank god i wasn't expecting too much from you

i'm addicted to tree hill season three.
lucas's cute :D
and my life's screwed
up till 10 am
homeworks still untouched

i need to be off to school tmr
please make me

crazy chat

john says:
nah im still chandler and ross

john says:
whee hee

Did you know Naqiuddin is my hero? says:
eww

Did you know Naqiuddin is my hero? says:
ross?

Did you know Naqiuddin is my hero? says:
GROSS

Did you know Naqiuddin is my hero? says:
see, it ryhmes

john says:
there she was, trying to rhyme,
but she can't see she's wasting her time.
once a meena, always a meena.
see my friend, cut the crap and go to china.

john says:
see it rhymes too!

p/s: number one on my new year's resolution would be to get john off my back. HAHA

guess i'll be living in the house full of hatred for the next few days. its crazy how my sisters get so jealous over all the things that i have/get/own. its so annoying la. when they have their own fair share of nice things. wtf is their problem?

and so the arguement about me getting the best of things, and being the most beloved starts again. i get so tired of it la seriously. i'm not mocking my siblings, but they should be more matured for god-damn sake. they're supposed to be older and wiser. but hell no, they have to be saying to my eldest and second sister that i get everything i want and blabla. well, i asked for things i really want. what about you?. and you don't get whay you want because you didn'tsay it, you say its unfair. annoyance.

can you believe it. they can actually get jealous over the fact that i get a glass of iced-milo from my sister. its so childish la. i'm so pissed. grow up la. speak up for the things that you want. if you can't speak up, shut the hell up. stop making me the excuse for you misery okay. cause its you, you're the one who brought it upon yourself. and there's no selective love here, i get my fair share of scoldings and stuff. when the both of you can happily sleep over your friend's house for weeks. or watch midnight forever. urgh, start looking on the bright side of life. and stop blaming others.

urgh. sibling rivalry is annoying. why can't you just be merry about the good things that you have. like your i-pod for example. i don't understand why my sisters refuse to share. its annoying. i don't think its the 'elder sibling syndrome' cause my first sister's super nice and lends me stuffs. its just them.

go get a life will you.

now i feel a lil' better(:
eventhough things are a lil' fishy.
nvm, time will unfold all the mysteries.

-i see trees of green.
red flowers too.
i see them bloom for me & you.
and i think to myself,
what a wonderful world.
the colours of the rainbow,
so pretty in the sky.
are also on the faces,
of the people passing by.-

waiting for you is like waiting for the rain in this drought
useless and disappointing

maybe it got too carried away
maybe its all a set-up
maybe feelings are played around with
maybe people are just folowing what their hearts tell them to
maybe i'm being too cynical

well, in a world where information given's not safe
can you blame me?

-whatever

when the lights are out, thats where you'll see pretty little stars shining the way for you. sometimes, you'd prefer the lamposts around.
other times, you'd want total darkness.

i've successfully wasted alot of money
well, what's new la?
but i'm happy with my purchases!

hoho.
but no dunkin' donuts.
no popcorn chick.
and i got very tired of eating japanese.
urgh.

and bus rides full of roaches. *YUCK!
hotel room thats scary.
annoying m'sians.

i think the trip was an okay one la.
no matters, i still love my purchases!
and meeting the girls today!
GELARE i hope, nothing better on a tuesday.

meeting cher and johhnny(aka small eyed beng) for studying tmr!
*hopes&wishes i'll make it there!
cause we're gonna plan a christmas PARTTTY!
YABBADABADOOOOOOOOO~

but something's not right.
i don't feel like going.

&did i tell you a high chance that that is happening?
&should i splurge on muse?
&i got SAW III, step up, prison break season 2, one tree hill season III to keep me company this hols!

life couldn't get any better this very second!

I despise indecisiveness, and very much inconsistency. People should really think the matter over, and over and over again before setting out on the little trip or agenda. Urgh. Its annoyingly dreadful to people involved in the drama. Whats you fucking motive man?

you should die

And, I missed training again, wtf? is happening to me la. Fancy waking up in the afternoon everyday. Its annoying me actually. Can someone just become my annoying alarm clock so I will wake up in the early morning and do some studying! At the rate I'm going, I guess I'll be seeing alot of U's. But nevermind, its not gonna be something new la.

i can't take my eyes off you
i can't take my mind off you

i got hold of my dad's lappy at last.
woohoooooooooo
the 'olidays are gonna get more interesting for me.

happy
HAPPY =)

and kl this weekend
food, glorious food
and dunkin' donuts
and popcorn chick

and of course my future bags,
shoes, and all the other craps

i'm nearly all set for next year la
so fun.

i've got new bags
watch
shoe
purse
mug
towels
pouch

and blabla,
i just need to get a tote, slips and i'm all set for 2007.

actually, it doesn't really matter la
i just hope 2007's gonna be better than this year

and, i'm looking forward to meet cher!
she's someone who doesn't blow me off.

and we're drifting away