cheeeeessy

im totally aimless today.theres places i wanna go to.but i dont have company.boohoo.
on the last day of 2005,im writing my 100th entry.
isnt it cool???
haha

now im totally in love with cheese
raw cheese
cheezels
cheese hotdogs
cheese buns
n im getting FATTER
argh

nvm
wats the harm of some wonderful cheese n chocs right?
i dun have anything nicer to eat anyway
n kinder bueno is getting cheaper!
hooray

so lifes been rather nice to me
maybe in the next minute its gonna suck
but look on the bright side of life right?
so i gave my family a treat yesterday
was nice la
n amazingly!
i still have ard $100
yeayy!!!
more shopping
esp with the reopening of school

kak yati talked about a topic
the influence of father figures on homosexuality
its damn funny you know
she watched this show that stated
father figures are very important
and without father figures the child can become homosexual n all
n the NICEST part was the examples
ainal.my cousin
haha
i think its true.cause he's kinda faggoty
n very rude n irritating
however.not all of them are homosexual
soem become delinquent
like my brother
so i think father figures are importatnt

okok
now i have to get ready to buy something from nike
n get abg sham's hp from NOKIA
again
so

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argh!

im soooooooooooooooo bored.
shall i repeat?
IM BORED
to death
hate life at home
argh!
should not have quitted early
BOREDOM is seizing my life
gawd..

i did nothing much today
watched tv
ate
went online
can life get any better??

bleah`
it just sucks right now
eventhough i have a few entertainers every now n then..
they too have a life
n they cant possibly entertain me forever
argh

so..i shud have listened to wana n wan
but too bad..
wats done is done
cant go back to work
now i have to light up my DARK life
add colours

you know what bloggy??
my mom refused to let me rebond my hair
argh
irritate me further sey
im not asking for her money sey
argh
shitty shitty
but nvm..i think a haircut will do
sobs*

so kinda sad day
but nice la
wana accompanied me for quite some time
kinda nice of her
but im still damn bored
nvm..
a few more days left to school
kinda awkward lei
but i shal try my very best

so knew something that made me really hapy
bursary2
hee
gonna work hard every year!

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PARTTAY!

ooh~ i'm going MI for 3 months. afif's going too. and muhaimin.

& ezzat's party was a blast. had fun meeting the people(: & bullying them of course!

sunsets n stars

irene: asmala,you nvr OT today ar? why? later you cannot see the money you know. OT la.
she's someone i'm gonna miss!

east coast, hot chocolate & sunsets!

shucks

oopsy!

its been a bad bad day.hate it damn much.argh!

started off waking up late today.then went to work.n unluckily i had to do stickers.bleargh`
it was damn shitty i tell you.i was like invinsible.then there was this BORING chinese songs continuously played.like wtf sey.argh.nvm.endurance.

thhen.continuous questioning.its like sooo scary i shall say.im like shocked la.but.nvm.endurance.hope i can do that till the end of next week.hmm.
shit la.im like damn stressed up.help me wana.plsplspls

niwaes.confirm quiting soon.good la.reduce gossips.haish.hate life.

saw him at sheng siiong.hope he din see me.i think so la.scary sey.
argh

life just sucks today.hope its better tomorrow.

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OT

OT.OT.OT!

shafie's irritating & nice at the same time(:
work's good, though something's up. glad i'm leaving alr!

lalala

OT was fun sey.never loved work this much.really.its soo relaxed la.furthermore,i changed duties.wee`all thanks to Cik Omar.haha.he's very nice la

anyways.fun.fun.fun.learned sealing today.n packing using machines.working really gives us experience la.kewl.now i smell off coficofi.all because of the dumbo sachets which is not properly sealed.ARGH.

we also stopped worl earlier.haha.thanks to the leader.we spent like 15 mins waiting for 3:30,so we can punch our card.how cool is that??usually,we have to wait for the bell to ring.but not ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hhaha.10 mroe days to my payday.haha.i cant wait.wanna buy some topshop bags or tops.some shoes.a butterfly belt.accessories.n.....ezzat's bdae present.hahan i wanna treat my true friends.haha.so wait up ya wani n rendy??i'll treat you.cause u don't blow bubbles.haha.

soo.i was like shocked today.a super duper shocking thing rang.DAMN.now i can hide from my fears.tomorrow..........................................

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shush

strange n weird things been happening.
dont know why
i just hope that it will turn out for the better

work was forever tiring.
followed by a sick me
haish
now i hate work
really
but for the sake of money and future manicure n pedicures
n hair treatments
im willing to give my all for the next 23 days
minus the weekends that im unwilling to do overtime
maybe i should do overtime
but should i forsake the time i always spend with my family??
maybe not

got another job vacancy
wanna give it a go
it may be my part-time job
thats gonna be very GOOD
i will have a continuous flow of extra money

maybe i shall try that out
haha

another weird confession
just weird
i wonder
"what's up wtih this ppl??"
hmm
nevermind

its a good thing that there are no questions
irene was forever funny
but only managed to talk to her during teabreak n lunch
din get a job near her
if not..we'll help each other out

anyways
its a waste i cant attend the futsal thingy
sorry wani n wana who have gotten ready
double sorry to wani cause its the 2nd time


life..
forever promising
though with a subtle problems

forever enriching
though with certain misunderstandings

gotta go bloggy

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life.................

been working for seven days.a week.n its like woah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i cant imagine myswelf being able to continue working la.since its damn tiring.
but its worth the money la
u get more friends too

however.
factory is full of weirdos
trust me
there will be weirdos staring at u.then smiling
then there will be some who punches an empty box
n there'll be some who is sooo.................................funny
irene
cant stand her jokes
shes sooo nice yet weird

haha
but still.so cute
i asked her to share her pay with me
n guess what??
she wanted to share her husband with me too

haha
siow ting tong
still can say her husband very strong
haha

my arms are aching
tired out
haha
on the 20th..i'll be rich
haha
n the 21st,i'll be broke
haha

i really really want the coffee bean's hot chocolate
argh!!!
i really really do!!!!
bleah`
i'll get it soon
maybe during the weekends

10 more days till the result of the PAE
hope im eligible
then i can find a part-time work
cant stand continuing life in the factory
to weird n too many social problems

talking about social problems
it seemed funny
really
getting an offer to be someone's friends
by someone's father
its soo weird
really

aanyways
i cant wait for ezzat to return
for my prezzies!!!!!!
wee`
n kak yati too

haha

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woo`

i just love changing blogskins.especially when i have found a damn nicey blogskin.haha.

i just love it
really
but i find myself bored of it too soon
haish

anyways.im like a globetrekker
actually not globe la
singapore trekker

haha.been to alot of places today

for example
to causeway
the konsert hanyut.
then to a marine parade shopping centre.where i bought a super duper bright n shiny dorothy perkin's belt
wee`
love it to bits n pieces
then i went to changi village to eat
then went to yishun's pasar malam
they were having a hari raya consert
okokla
then to 888
then home

was fun la

for the first time i din doze off in the car
maybe because of the vcd player installed in the car
haha
kewl la

im sure glad i dun have to do overtime tomorrow
haha
wee`
i can go out
yeay!
maybe with wana
cause she wanna go out with me
haha

im so damn bored sey
really
feel damn sick n tired of everything
i need a change
NOW!

argh

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yadayadayada

been days since i blogged.beeen very busy.sleeping n going to work n sleeping n going to work.haha.(like reallll only).anyways.life been better.work was much fun.its better to work with someone who u can communicate with rather than someone who u cant understand.trust me.it will bore the hell out of u.

ont the first day at work.i was group with a whole bunch of aunties to operate a box machine.it was damn tiring+boring=sleepy.they were like speaking in chinese most of the time n i was like concentrating on my work.but.i couldnt as they weren't working as they were busy talking.

i was like.come on man.can't u like multitask?its sooooo boring+cold.n they keep on asking me "Cold ar??"..its like DUH!!!!keep on asking pulak tu.haish.too free gaknye.niwaes.at least they made attempts to talk to me.but.wth?i cant be bothered cause i dun understand what they are trying to say.so...ye kan jelah.

haha.im so bad sey.it was a hell of a 1st day for me.had thoughts of quiting.but i kept on thinking about the $$$$.haha.so money-minded siak.hhaha.

niwaes.work is better now.adaptable.there are new friends.n to my surprise.adik ms sharina also works there.haha.but he does a diff job.lelaki la katekan.must be stronger thus doing a more heavy job.haha.

soo.lets talk about my new handphone.its soooo great.i was like WOW when i can listen to the songs on my mp3 clearly.betol nye berbaloi la my money.haha.then can take GREAT pics.wee`

haha.i find it wonderfullest.as if theres something like that.haha.ain bought me a teddy n a NICE handbag.thats so nice of her.n i have yet to buy her a prezzie.so paisey seh.shesh.i'll get her a good one.

n..for ali rizvi.if ur reading this.u better tell urself n that freakingly irritating friend of urs (khairi) to pray hard that u wont see me cause im gonna pinch the hell out of the both of u.aku tk bersyukur dapat kerja????argh.why does it concern u???irritating piece of crap.

hope i'll get more prezzies from kak yati from her trip to bandung.haha.

niwaes

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